Suddenly feel like blogging as at the same time I felt damn lonely... Especially you are not by my side when I needed you, everything I do is for the sake of us, I din intentionally say I don wanna come I don wanna visit you just because I wanna watch movie with my friends, is because I have other things to do... I felt that it will be getting harder and harder for us to see each other as time passing by as SPM is around the corner, I felt that maybe my school' IU might be last time I could see you till after SPM... I don wan that to happen but how, I'm in depressed.. I felt moody when I found out that you are not happy but what shall I do to ensure that you are happy?? Tell me... Somebody please tell me how to be a perfect boyfriend.... I did what I'm suppose to and what else do I still have to do? I wanted to call you as I miss you as much as you miss me... You told me you fall asleep and when I told you I wanted to call you you told me you are sleepy as its late... Well fine if you think its late, you fall asleep I assume that you might had enough of rest a while that is why I decided to call you, but since you ignored it and ask me to cal you tomorrow, I cant tell you whats my feeling for tomorrow whether will I be having the same mood to talk to you.. I get kinda moody sometimes I hope you understand, not only you will be the same, I felt unhappy but I hide it so I want you to be happy then I'm... Making you happy is always come first to me... No one can understand how I felt, not even you my dear... I felt like finding someone to talk to but that is no one there is willing to hear... What should I do? If I continue being like this my life will be meaningless to me anymore... Cant see you, can get to go out with you? Whats the use of us being together? I can tell you straight that I sometimes can get fed up about you getting moody easily as I cant stand on what I'm suppose to do... I'm tired... I hope you will change for me and for us...

Dont know what to blog la.. Lets see...

Em... I ponteng assembly this morning to have a sleep in class...hahaha then moral teacher came in and as usual she teach us la how to answer questions this and that... After that was english, the teacher infront teaching, Khong, Wai kiat, Chun yang and I were there playing football manager...xD

After recess have Ict and check teeth, and yeah my teeths are good... No problem...
Went tuition after school finish and sleep for half and hour again for sejarah class=.=

Came home

End of story... Kinda lazy to blog today... BB

Its been a long way since we started our relationship together... Till now, this very moment I'm being with you from the start that I never expect to be with you as in my side we will just possible to be friends the most but here you are standing beside me side by side and be there for me when I needed you most... Although we might had alot of arguement since we get along but you are right to tell me that love isn't about how long a relationship can last and it is how you can hold on to it no matter what happens or arguements that happens to both party... Being with you I can have all my special and sweet moments as you are always there to cheer me up when I'm down or needed you... Still remember from the start of our conversation was..

Chris: Hi... may I know you? I think you know who I'm
Su Ann: I don think I know you...
Chris: There is a guy from st john who chatted with you at friendster

This is where our friendship get closer... From moment to moment I started to fall for you slowly... I have a feeling that I wanted you to be my girlfriend and I did ask you about it while you told me that you needed time to think it over.. Its ok for me but as I know I just want you to know that when I fall for someone I'll truly put all of my effort in just to be with her as what I did to you sweetheart.. My sweet moments when I'm with you are cooking lunch for you, catching our twin seat movie together and alot more... Its not about whether I'm willing to sacrifice all this or not it is something I would cherish that I don't want it to end and as my life of 17 years old I can ensure that you have give me an enjoyable year for the year 2009 as I have you my precious little princess by my side... I'm really happy that during chinese new year you manage to come over to my house as we celebrated it together with dinner at a japanese buffet restaurant... Although I din manage to celebrate valentine's day of 2009 with you, I hope that I will manage to celebrate it with you on the year 2010 together with the chinese new year... I may not express my feeling to you all the time but I hope you know where I come from and I can tell you that from the bottom of my heart I truly love you and I'll always be from the past, present and future, maybe I might have say something that hurt you when we had our arguements such as I don wanna care for you anymore or whatever, you know that its not true as I really wanna be with you.. I don't wanna lose my beautiful miracle that have gave me such a enjoyable 6 months getting along together with you, spending those precious memories with you will always be in my hear and mind as I know we will have more to come... When last saturday we went out together, I suddenly have a feeling that losing you will be a pain that I can bear of as to me you are everything.. Watching movie all the time, hugging you or helding you hand or putting my arms around your shoulders when you are cold, I want more of this to happen... Remember the first time we share our first drink together at starbucks? From a double straw slowly become a single straw as our relationship gets closer and closer and I want our heart to be the same, always be the same never change just like our love for each other... I don't demand anything for you as I know you have done a wonderful job as a girlfriend, I just hope we will stay together and remember that you told me that if we were to worried about something, we will worry together, don keep it alone, anything that you are unhappy about me you can always let me know so I would change to be better...

I came across this message one day... Here's how it goes...

Have you ever wondered why God created gaps between our fingers?
What are the significance of those little slits in between our hands?
Well it's simple... God made gaps between our fingers so that someday, some special who is made for you will come by and fill those gaps... By holding on to your hand forever...

And dear, I hope I've found the person that can fill the gaps between my fingers...=)



Before I end here, I would like to thank two person for my sucsees in this relationship together with her... Fong and Jia Wei... I sincerly thank you both for helping me in making my relationship a suscess... Thank you





(ChrisLow♥SuAnn)