Hate Myself For Being This Way

Why I hate myself for being this way?
Thinking of the problem that we had,
Firstly if I never had mention give up he will never had the chance to give you present
If he woudn't have the chance the situation won be like this right now
As we were like past happily chit chatting with one another and not like now
Damn...Why the hell in the first place that I decided to give up???
Am I dumb or what??
Why am I that stupid???
Screw it man!!
Damn it!!!!

Guardian Angel

Keep reading to the bottom of the page - don't stop at the feet (You'll see).

一定要阅读到最后，不要停下来，你将会看到

THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS WHAT THEY SEEM

有些事并不象它看上去那样

Two travelling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guestroom. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, 'Things aren't always what they seem.'

两 个旅行中的天使到一个富有的家庭借宿。这家人对他们并不友好，并且拒绝让他们在舒适的客人卧室过夜，而是在冰冷的地下室给他们找了一个角落。当他们铺床 时，较老的天使发现墙上有一个洞，就顺手把它修补好了。年轻的天使问为什么，老天使答到：'有些事并不象它看上去那样。'

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field? The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.

第二晚，两人又到了一个非常贫穷的农家借宿。主人夫妇俩对他们非常热情，把仅有的一点点食物拿出来款待客人，然后又让出自己的床铺给两个天使。第二天一早，两个天使发现农夫和他的妻子在哭泣--他们唯一的生活来源，一头奶牛死了。年轻的天使非常愤怒，他质问老天使为什么会这样，第一个家庭什么都有，老天使还帮助他们修补墙洞，第二个家庭尽管如此贫穷还是热情款待客人，而老天使却没有阻止奶牛的死亡。

'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied. 'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it.'

'有些事并不象它看上去那样。'老天使答道，'当我们在地下室过夜时，我从墙洞看到墙里面堆满了金块。因为主人被贪欲所迷惑，不愿意分享他的财富，所以我把墙洞填上了。

'Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead. Things aren't always what they seem.'

'昨天晚上，死亡之神来召唤农夫的妻子，我让奶牛代替了她。所以有些事并不象它看上去那样。'
Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later....
有些时候事情的表面并不是它实际应该的样子。如果你有信念，你只需要坚信付出总会得到回报。你可能不会发现，直到后来…….

Some people come into our lives and quickly go…
有些人走进我们的生活然后很快就离开了…
oooO
( )
Some people \ (
become friends \_) and
stay awhile....
leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts....
有些人成为朋友并稍作停留… 在我们的心里留下美丽的足印。

oooO
( ) and we are never quite the same because we have made a good friend!!
\ (
\_ ) 因为有了一个好朋友，我们会变得跟从前不一样！！


Yesterday is history. 昨天是历史。

Tomorrow a mystery. 明天是一个谜。

Today is a gift. 今天是一个礼物。

That's why it's called the present!

因此它才被称为present! (present同时具有当前、目前和礼物的意思)


I think this life is special...live and savour every moment....
This is not a dress rehearsal!

(\ /)
( \ __ / )
( \( )/ )
( / \ ) TAKE THIS LITTLE ANGEL
( / \/ \ ) AND KEEP HER CLOSE TO YOU
/ \ SHE IS YOUR GUARDIAN NGEL
( ) SENT TO WATCH OVER YOU
____
带着这个小天使，不要让她远离你。她是专门来照看你的守护天使

THIS IS A SPECIAL GUARDIAN ANGEL...

YOU MUST PASS THIS ON TO 5 PEOPLE WITHIN THE HOUR OF RECEIVING HER..AFTER YOU DO MAKE A WISH....IF YOU HAVE PASSED HER ON, YOUR WISH WILL BE GRANTED AND SHE WATCH OVER YOU FOREVER....IF NOT..HER TEARS WILL FLOW AND NO WISHES WILL BE GRANTED....

在收到她之后，你可以许下一个愿望，然后在一个小时之内将她发给5个人。如果你这样作了，你的愿望就会实现，小天使也会永远照看你。如果你没有这样作，小天使会掉下眼泪…
Now don't delete this message, because it comes from a very special angel.
不要删除此信息。

SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU TO SEND THIS TO THEM

有人需要你将它发给他们。

There are two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is a miracle.

Outing Day

Well this morning went to pavilion to search for job, and mostly of the shop only hired 18 n above..WTH man!!! Fine so i waited for Wai Kiat and Fong as we were planning to watch movie with Irwyn.. Damn he came late @ around 3 something so we went for lunch and search for job half way waiting for him... Finally we found 1 shop that are hiring and that is Memory Lane @ Pavilion... So hope for the good news that they will call us.. Watch Madacasgar 2 with them @ around 4 to 5.30... Overall was quite funny...

This Is For You

Anytime,
Anywhere,
You mention,
I'll be by your side when you need me,
As I know losing you was unbearable,
Cause you had been always by my side when I needed you most,
In this post,
Not only a word thank you that I wanna say,
But also a word sorry if I had heard your feelings before....

Another day past,
Another question came out through my mind,
Is it worthy to waited for someone you love the most,
The true answer will be unveiled when she really tells you what is she thinking...........

Sad Case..

Why is it sad case?? Cause we failed to qualify for the quarterfinals.. Totally screw up when we lost by 46-30 and the sad thing is we found out that our group there are 3 same teams that has only one wins and only 1 team can qualify.. Damn it man but anyhow we did try our very best to win, thanks guys and don't worry as we will still have zon keramat to be compete...

After game, went to eat lunch with jia wing, chern hoong, yi sheng, wai kiat, yan jun and fong... After that we went bakc to masjid jamek and took star to bukit jalil to play basketball...

Having dinner at Mandarin Oriental hotel..

What Does Your Birthday Means???

Your Birthdate: February 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you. It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy! You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around. But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long. Your strength: Your superstar charisma Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you Your power color: Fuchsia Your power symbol: Diamond Your power month: May

林俊杰-期待你的爱

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在裡面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在
不管帅不帅

(girl)想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
(girl)我要勇敢 大声说出来

(girl)期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在 心灵感应的方向
(girl)我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
(girl)不要走 开

幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

How I Wish I Can Share With You Everything...

How I wish I can really share with you my happiness all the time and let you know what is happening throughout my life but no matter how I know it won happen cause you won be there for me anymore.. Yes I m damn happy today cause our team won a hard fought match over SMK SU... Although I didn't manage to score but we still manage to win and this means a great thing for us.. I have been wondering for long time, the moment you care for me is it the moment I would really wanted it to be this way or it is just a dream that you can only be there to cheer me up whenever I need you by my side.. Yes the truth is finally found and you are just a dream to me... No matter what, it is still great that I had you as my friend although not best friend but I do really cherish our friendship maybe better then some friends in my school... I just wanna tell you is hard to forgot you but it is even harder to lose you as a friend...

What A Great Game We Had Today..

Finally SJI had their first win at the pba cup... We won SMK SJ by 31-27... Yeah tat was nice as we fought till extra time and in the end we won the game... At first we were losing around 8 points and finally we manage to catch up and win the first game although we lost on saturday to SMKUSJ14.. Its ok as we had our experience and we had learn, now we are hoping for another victory on wednesday to qualify us 4 the quarter finals... Stupid refree almost gave me a technical foul as I was screwing him...

What Does Love Means To Me???

Avril Lavigne - Runaway

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

Runaway, runaway...

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

Last Day Of School

So today was the last day of school, what are we suppose to do???

First of all enjoy what I can in teh school but it was just a report card day and you can go back after that.. To Mahesha, my buddy this whole year, we will gonna miss you as you are changing to another school next year, good luck dude...

After that, went to Burger King with a few juniors to have a drink and chit chat for a while since 1 of the member are going back to ipoh and won't be here anymore.. Please remember us and always keep in touch..

We went to collect our jerseys and went to sing k... After k we went back to school and play basketball till 7 something...

Competition starts tomorro, must concentrate and I hope I had your blessing with me...

Yesterday's event- Futsal game

After the game!!!!

Govind emo during game...

Start game...

He miss another goal...

He is too tired to continue...haha

Lionel Posing...



Mun Fei miss A goal

Avril Lavigne-I'm With You

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

(Chorus)
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

(Mmm..)

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything’s a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

(CHORUS)

Oh!

Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yeah.. yeah.. yeah!..yeah.. yeah,
yeah.. yeah, yeah yeah,YEAH...
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I....!
I'm with YOU...
I'm with YOU...
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I!

I'm with you...
I'm with you...

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I
I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm with you

She Is Just A Dream To Fade Away

Yes it is true that she is just a dream to fade away.. Cant believe this is really happening, heard from someone that she is gonna be with a guy soon.. Here I wish her congratulations as she has found her mr right.. To me it is nothing special cause it doesn't matter to me anymore since she has found someone.. Its a good thing for her, but why am I feeling this way?? I felt regret for not telling her the truth, and the feel just came this way without myself notice about it too.. Today started to felt emo for what I've been told yesterday, is it because I love you and I feel regret for not leeting you know?? Is there any surprise for me to show that you really care for me? I dono but eitehr out I stil have to get my life back on track cause it is useless to change things by the moment.. Secret forever a secret and you will always be the one in my heart.. Don worry about me I'll be fine when I have some time to release my sadness....

Wish you congratulations and you had my blessing all the time..

Avril Lavigne-My Happy Ending

Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oooooh....

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

[Pre-Chorus:]
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it (but we lost it)
All of the memories, so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh oh, oh oh)

Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (So are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done


[Chorus:]
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
And we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh....
Oh ooooh....

What A Day...

So it all started when I didn't went 4 assembly instead of playing cards in the class with some friends, and after the assembly is over I went to the other class 2 play cards again.. After a few rounds, we decided 2 play basketball as our tournament is around the corner.. So we start training and playing games to train.. After some time we did physical where there is a bastard who skip it.. We ran the court 4 4o rounds, 40 sit up and 20 push up.. Others will be continue tomorrow maybe.. So we play a game with yan jun and Irwyn and we lost.. yeah cause their number 6 is too power already so cant stop him.. Anyway damn tired doing all this training but it is worth it if we can win the trophy back after those tiring training..

I WANT THAT TROPHY!!!!!!

Secondhand Serenade-Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Holidays Is Coming

Finally our form4 final exam ends yesterday and it was good thing 4 us!!!

So this morning I went out with my friends to midvalley.. Meet up with Hariz and Shaun @ Bandaraya lrt station and we are off 2 take ktm 2 midvalley.. When we arrive @ midvalley, we meet up with Irwyn and Ka Sheng.. As we arrive the cinema counter, it was a damn long queue so we decided 2 have our breakfast @ Mcd.. After that the queue got even longer, so we decided 2 go 4 bowling and snooker.. We finish those activities around 1 hour and we went to buy ticket as the queue get shorter.. While Shaun was lining up 2 buy the ticket, we are still discussing whether 2 watch Madacasgar 2 or Mama Mia, as Irwyn wanted 2 watch that movie so we ended up watchin Mama mia.. We went to arcade before the movie start, and I met up with Fiona @ the cinema floor and chit chat 4 a while before I enter the cinema.. Well the show was quite ok, as mostly of the part was singing song..

THE END